The Unknown

I don't know what love is. Never felt it before.

Its like I'm afraid to try. I've been alone for so long.

I don't know how to try. I'm afraid of change.

I've been afraid of change my whole life.

Could I even handle it? It seems like too much.

Too much responsibility. Too much to handle.

I wouldn't even know where to begin.

I don't even know if I have the strength.

Can I change my ways or is it too late to change my fate?

I'm afraid of commitment. I'm not afraid to admit that.

I'm stubborn and full of pride. Scared to show my feelings.

I'm selfish and I hate it, it haunts me each and every day.

There's a void in my heart, a hole exposed.

The hole is deep and I can't get out of it.

I've been stuck here for so long. I don't know

any different. I fall deep into my downfall.

Is it a lost cause? Should I even try?

Will I ever grow up? Will I ever mature?

I want to feel but I'm ashamed.

I need guidance, I'm lost without any sense of direction.